rvr motto

I'll get to pastoral poetry later. For now I'm dealing with shit. Intricate, raw, confusing shit. And I'll spend all my energy working it out - teasing it out - it's what I've wanted to do since I began thinking of my possibilities in life. Make no mistakes about it - I'm a fuck-up, a loser, a down and out piece of shit. But that's me and I'll blow you away when I become free. So just let me be. I don't want you and I don't need you needing me. I'm nothing special but what I can give you will last for infinity and it's not because I'm doing anything surprising it's because the world has lost something, like Poseidon, went down with Atlantis and let's not sit around like praying mantis I'm destroying this canvas 'coz it's been painted all wrong - don't paint over the past like an ignorant ass. You gotta reflect and define, because right now corrupt minds do try to take your fine minds and make you into their maligned and in hind sight the world will look back and thank those who fight.
I've been born to do this. Been born to say this. It's easy for me and I don't think it's a big deal. But I do care. And I do hurt. And I do bleed. And I do envy and I do freeze when I think of these 'conspiracies' not being dealt with carefully. That's why I consult history. And this is me. Leaving these words here amongst many others for free and sometime in some year they'll be the light out of the tunnel, they'll be the medicine to your fear.
And what of me? I wasn't meant to be here long - that's why I'm wise beyond my years - and I'm not speaking out of turn here I hear those words alot they ring around my ears.






Brittney spears - definitely taken under by the illuminati - she tries to break free. They strap her down, make her look 'crazy' when she's trying to escape and then take her away to be hypnotised and possessed under their control once again. The illuminati use the human vanity to take control of us. The 'stars' are their weapons. Ever wondered why they are called stars? It's because the Illuminati want you to subconsciously LOOK UP TO THEM.
This life is stranger then it seems. But it all starts to make sense, once you think about it - and open yourself up to the truth.


Tupac - Blasphemy

"We probably in Hell already, our dumb asses not knowin'
Everybody kissin' ass to go to Heaven, ain't going'
Put my soul on it, I'm fightin' devil, niggaz daily
Plus the media be crucifying brothers severely"

literacy levels falling

one book leaving a question

the second book answering

This tattoo is how I signed my pledge to myself, to my family, to the world - that I will always and in all things act with reason, with good faith and with hope. The ink poured into my body and intertwined itself with my atoms, my thoughts mixed with the ink, the intangible meaning became a picture. All my feelings, all my thoughts, all my needs and desires, all my hope now embrace my body. My tattoo symbolises a unification of heart, mind and soul - it bonds my thoughts to my physical body. It symbolises my dreams becoming reality.